...ah, love.

a portal into hell ( i said portal ).

i have many people in my life going thru many phases of the romantic love 'thang' ( and NO i WILL NOT take the pins out of the doll, so tell him to quit asking - in fact i'm pretty sure lola is adding more as we speak, and i'm not above getting colleen involved )

but with that said, why am i jealous of a friend's love, and sad on the loss of another friends love....and why do i wanna find mine so damn bad? and i'm finding myself listening to these 'longing' songs...and i wanna sing and feel the 'in love' songs. i wanna get married and have babies and all that irritating crap ( MINUS the minivan ) why can't i have it. i'm having YET another birthday next week and i think i'm running out of time until "spinster" is an appropriate adjective.