i sorta feel a list coming on, but then what's left to list?

* i could speak again of my love of coffee
* about my never ending fascination of Jason Mraz ( like i think we could actually be friends )
* my pride at my ability to finally add links and what not to this blog
* my ability to actually be friends with 'that boy'
* how in wonder and awe i am at having such amazing girlfriends, i mean really - people would be lucky to have one like this - and i have several

wait, that sorta is a list - well not sorta, it IS a list.

so here's something interesting, i was emailing with an old friend yesterday and we were discussing the differences between labels used for men and women .... like if a woman has a few social 'ahem' indiscressions she's a slut or slutty or skanky or whatever .... but a guy is a stud or just plain lucky or whatever. what is that about?!? just something i'm pondering....

tex also has be thinking about the differences in communication via the written word and the spoken word. although i'm a great fan of the instant messenger - i really do prefer phone conversations because i think sometimes i don't come accross the way i mean to in print. like flirting - i know i've spoken of this before - but i'm a flirter - i flirt with everyone, and i love it. i banter back and forth with the guys at work ... my girlfriends and i always talk about how were going to make out with each other ...i joke all the time about showing my boobs ( ok, that i do ... but still )anyho, one friend thought i needed to pull in the flirting with someone i was posting with on line - because he didn't seem responsive - where i didn't get that impression at all - but then i'm not 'really' flirting - just playing...and i think he too -neither of us are serious - but it made me wonder how i come accross in print.

i have several real life friends who read this and they know and get me - but i have some only online friends, some i only know thru the phone, and other's only email... but i hope in all the jokes some of the 'real' me comes thru

someone who is

* sometimes funny
* sometimes sad
* sometimes flirty ( ok usually flirty )
* sometimes has lapses in good judgement, but is a good person
* deeply influenced by her emotions
* looking for love, hoping to find it, enjoying where she is now
* generally sweet - but with the ability to go bitchcakes when needed
* knows the truth about who she is

anyway - that's all i have for the moment... that and i need some rockstar sex ..any takers?